Why much stuff got delayed?

First, i'll write as "Meucci" not as "Frêney Studios", so i won't communicate how i must but how i do. I don't care about typos, grammatical errors, and every other shit.

What got delayed

Codename Aurora, basically development re-started some days ago, so it got delayed more than the other projects. OpenUNITED, it didn't necessarly got delayed, but development became sort of "slow(er)". CyanEyes/FSINFRA, they both got delayed

I got de-motivated

The night on the 06/08/2026, i don't know if "by accident" or "on purpose", i started imagine doing a sort of discourse explaining my problems to myself (i know it sounds dumb T_T), but at first i tought that it'd made me feel better. Well..... it made the exactly opposite thing, and in a brutal way, basically, i've realized a relation between every problem and came up with something that made everything worse.

And that contributed to the already bad status of my motivation. I kinda feel like if i'd lost interest in everything.

Linux

I've switched FULLY to Linux on my PC, what could've possibly gone wrong? It turns out, the evil corporation with the "T" in their market cap, can't even hire some fucking devs to write properly drivers for the poor penguin, they're just in their fUlLy ViBeCoDe everything, do not let humans review code, because Ai Is BeTtEr ThAn Us, tho maybe they simply don't want to support Linux. So yeah, that's what i tought AT FIRST, then, i've realized the true fault was my OEM (my GPU fan RPM was at 0), that uses WMI, and my PC model that's literally forgotten.

So, then why Linux made things worse? Well, i'm a problem-solver-maniac, so i won't give up easily, and that's bad, bc i've lost too fucking time debugging the fucking /sys crap instead of rewriting the stuff i'd need to rewrite. I'll probably switch to Shitdows 11(TM), even if it has capitalist crap built in (TM) and it's not even your OS.

The tech-stack change

When i'm bored, i inspect pages of big multinationals to see their HTML, and seeing mine Jinja2 tech stack made me "envy", i'm not even close to a multinational but yk, i wanted to feel like one, or at least i think? So, i've decided to switch from what was working to NextJS + C++ (felt kinda cool back then). Very bad choice, it was a fucking painful debugging ABI mismatch crap bc i've got different OSes on server and now on the PC, so yeah, as i said, switching back to Shitdows 11(TM) will AT LEAST fix this, plus, node_modules bytes number reached the number of exes i'd wanted to have duh, now it's 761_731_675 bytes.

Tech fail

The flop of my creations also led to demotivation. FeedsLab basically got 1 user, Ofelio just me, and Google Talk Revival got like 10 and they'd just register and forget about it, except for 2/3 guys: "spectron24", that basically has logged in everyday. Jimbo, that logged in to do vc(s) with me and Sledge Hammer. The 1 user of FeedsLab except me was Sledge Hammer. So yeah i've just made some very bad creations, and lost time thinking that someone'd enjoy them, i was very wrong. Maybe i'm just wasting time doing pointless things for free thinking someone'd like them, i'm just wasting time and money, but that's what i like to do. I'm not even able to do well what i should do best.

TL;DR

Why i'm even writing a TL;DR, no one won't even read the title. It was all my fault, so yeah, sorry, i've screwed up everything and i feel really failed, maybe i deserve this.

If there's anyone that's better than me (which surely there is), it'd be awsome if they'd help me, i have the server, but i don't feel "able" to fix this rn.

DM opens if you want to replace me, i'd not mind that. I think